※ 引述《GOD5566GOD (o'_'o)》之铭言：
: https://www.facebook.com/ChawyXL/posts/1110021652347319
: Chawy
: 4 分钟前
: Hi everyone, i'm really sorry but to break this news to you. I have been
: banned from participating in any LoL tournaments for a period of time (not too sure
: how long the ban would be yet), because of an event of elo boosting done
: during March 2014.
: For those who are interested in my part of the story, do continue reading
: below.
大家好，我真的很抱歉得向各位说这个坏消息。
我将被禁止出战任何的LOL赛事一段时间（还不确定会被BAN多久），
因为2014年3月时我曾经代打过。
有人对我过去的故事有兴趣的话，请继续向下看。
: I have been playing competitive since I was 14. I chose to take this path even
: though its not the smartest choice being born in Singapore, a country where
: E-sports is not as recognized. My passion for gaming and the desire to win
: made me who I am today.
我是从14岁的时候开始打这些竞技游戏的。
而我选择这条路，即使这对一个新加坡人而言实在不是个明智的选择──
因为在这个国家，电子竞技还没有被承认。
而我对游戏的热情与对胜利的渴望，造就了今天的我。
: I started playing LoL when I was first invited by Riot to take part in 2010
: WCG and ended up getting 3rd place. I switched from DotA / DotA 2 to LoL because
: at that time, LoL had way more tournaments each year, and I really enjoyed
: playing LoL.
我开始打LOL，最初是2010年的WCG上被Riot邀请的，而最后我们得了第三名。
我从DotA/DotA2的世界转到LOL来，因为在那时候，LOL是每年拥有最多赛事的游戏，
而我真的非常享受LOL。
: During early 2012 when SGS ( Team Singapore Sentinels ) was formed, they
: started trailing for players on our server. Being in SGS was like a dream come
: true, its the first ever professional team I know of to get paid to play. Many
: people would do anything just to get into that team. Sadly, they didn't chose
: me because I was serving my NS ( National Service ). I was really depressed
: because most would say I was the best player in our region but yet I was not
: picked or even trailed. I didn't gave up then. I starting forming my own team
: with friends I met at Solo Queue. I took part in every tournaments and ended
: up getting 2nd every time, only losing to SGS. But at the same time, we managed
: to take some games off SGS. That was when SGS saw my talent and offered me a
: slot.
在2012年初的时候，SGS（新加坡先锋）成立了，
他们开始在我们新加坡的服务器上训练选手。
加入SGS可以说是圆梦，因为那是我所知的第一支有支薪的职业战队。
有很多人挤破了投想要加入这支战队，很不幸的是，
他们并没有选我、因为当时我正在服兵役（National Service）。
我实在非常沮丧，因为很多人说我是我们那边最强的玩家，
而我居然没有被选上也没有被栽培。
我并没有放弃。我开始跟我在Solo Q时遇到的朋友们组了我自己的队伍，
我们参加了所有的赛事并且每次都拿第二名──只输给SGS。
而于此同时，我们还是想方设法地在比赛中干掉SGS。
也就是在这时候，SGS看中了我的才华，打算邀请我入队。
: At first I was offered an monthly salary way more than the original 5 members,
: of course I gladly accepted. Luckily for me, after I completed my basic
: training in NS, I was posted to a vocation where I just have to work every 8am
: -5.30pm. I rushed to our training room in Garena office every evening once I'm
: released from camp, train till late night, and then return home, and continue
: training. It was like my dream came true. Little did I know, the management
: told me few days later that I would not be receiving a single cent because of
: their budget. I was shocked, but since I was serving my NS, and we are not
: allowed to have any extra allowance outside of NS, I accepted it. I treated
: playing in SGS not as a job, but as doing something I loved. I wake up every 6
: in the morning, rush to camp, end work at 5.30, rush to Garena, end trainings
: at 10-11pm, rush home, more solo trainings till 2-3am, sleep, repeat. That was
: my daily routine for over a year.
最初我所得到的月薪甚至比元祖的五位队员还高，而我当然很高兴地接受了。
幸运的是，在我完成了基本兵役后，
我被分配到的营区只需要每天早上八点到下午五点去站岗就好。
每天晚上我一出营，我便火速冲到Garena的训练室，然后狂练到晚上再回家，周而复始。
这就是梦想实现的感觉吧。
（这段不太确定，我不是很熟新加坡的兵役体制）
然后我得知，经理告诉我由于他们的预算，几天后我一分钱都拿不到。
我吓到了，可是当时我正在服役，而除了军中之外我们不被允许以其他管道赚钱。
我接受了，毕竟我没有把SGS视为工作，而是在做我所热爱的事情。
我每天早上起床，冲到单位去，下午五点半结束，冲去Garena，
晚上十点到十一点左右结束训练，冲回家，然后再自己SOLO练习到半夜两三点，
睡觉，如此重复。
那是我整整一年来的日常。
: Many people thought that hey, Chawy confirm gets way higher pay than his other
: teammates because of his performance, but the truth is, I was NOT paid. I had
: to pay for my own transport, my meals, everything, using the allowance I get
: from NS ( S$400+ a month). I discussed with my teammates and they agreed to
: each pass me S$50 every month which concludes to S$250 per month.
很多人都觉得，“嘿，Chawy肯定因为他的表现所以领了比其他队友够高的薪水”，
然而事实上，我根本一毛钱都没拿。（Chawy用大写强调，所以帮他上个色）
我要付我自己的交通付、我的餐钱、所有的支出，
都是用我自己在军中领的零用钱。（每个月约400新加坡币）※新加坡币比台币约1:23
我跟我的队友们讨论，而他们决定每个月救济我50块，
因此我每个月可以勉强多拿到250块的生活费
: So why did I stayed even though I was not paid? Simple, I always dream of
: becoming a pro player, and SGS was the very first step. I was given a lvl 30
: Taiwan server account and I was contented with that. I get to play against
: players like GodJJ, Toyz, Westdoor and so many other really good players.
: Luckily for me, I got top 5 ranks in ranked in Taiwan server multiple times.
: I was given the same monthly pay as the rest of my teammates only after I
: completed my NS, which was after September 2013. It was never easy working the
: hardest, giving the most, performing the best but yet receiving the least.
: Around February 2014, I left SGS. Our team results were not good and I was
: tired. I thought I would never have a chance to play on the main stage ever
: again. That was the time when this 'friend' approached me to boost his
: account.
所以为什么即便我没有钱拿、我还愿意留下来？
很简单，因为我一直梦想着成为一位职业选手，而SGS就是我的第一步。
我在台服拿到了一个30等的帐号，这让我觉得心满意足。
我开始跟一些像是GODJJ、Toyz、Westdoor和很多真的非常厉害的玩家们交手。
很幸运地，我好几次高踞在台服RANK的前五名内。
在我退役后，我得到了和其他队友们一样的月薪，这时约莫是2013年9月过后。
工作得最努力、付出得最多、表现得最优秀实在不容易，但至少我有薪水了。
然后，大概是2014年2月，我离开了SGS。
我们的队伍最后的表现并不好，而我也累了。
我想，我将不会再有机会再站上这个舞台了吧。
而就是那时候──“朋友”找我代打。
: Of course I accepted. I had no income, no future, no nothing. I had to earn
: what I can. Even though its just a small amount, I did it.
: It was after that that TPA contacted my then manager, saying they want to
: trail
: me. I was delighted, I saw a glimpsed of hope. After a long discussion with my
: family, I decided to come to TPA.
我理所当然地接受了。我没有收入，没有未来──我一无所有了。
我当然得想点法子尽我所能地赚钱。
即使那真的非常微薄，我还是接了。
而在那之后，TPA透过我的经理找上了我，说他们想要邀我加入。
我非常开心，我看见了希望的曙光。
于是，和我家人讨论了很久以后，我决定加入TPA。
: The 'friend' whom I elo boosted for, didn't pay me because he said he had no
: money. I didn't mind since I was already in TPA having a stable income, but a
: tragedy striked during late 2014. My investment with my brother failed badly
: costing me to lose around S$10,000. ( I had quite a bit of winnings from DotA/
: DotA2 ). It was then I started going around collecting money from people I
: lent to, and from that 'friend' I 'worked' for. But he ignored me, not wanting to
: return me, and even telling me it was a long time ago, he doesn't even play
: league now. I was mad, I kept pestering him and I guess I made him mad. So mad
: that this 'friend' reported to Riot and Garena that I elo boosted.
那个请我帮他代打的“朋友”，压根儿没付我半毛钱──他说他也没钱。
我不在乎，因为那时我已经加入了TPA，有了固定的薪水，
但很悲剧的是在2014年后期，我跟我兄弟一起做的投资失败，
而我大概损失了一万多块新加坡币。（大概是我从DotA/DotA2以来赢得的所有奖金）
然后我开始想尽办法从所有我借得到的朋友手边筹钱，
包括和那位我曾经“为他工作”的“朋友”。
可是他无视我，不想付钱给我，
甚至还跟我说“那是很久以前的事了耶”，他现在根本已经没有在打LOL了。
我简直抓狂了，我不停地纠缠他，而我猜我大概也惹毛他了。
以致他同样抓狂地想Riot跟Garena检举我曾经代打。
: I had come a long way in my career, and I would say this year is my peak. Even
: though TPA results are not as good anymore, but I kept improving and
: improving ,hoping to show the world what i'm capable of.
: Just as we're preparing for World Championship 2015 qualifiers, THIS had to
: happen. I was left speechless, and heart broken.
: Never had I thought this would happen to me, and that my career:
: would end this close.
从踏上职业生涯以来，我已经走了很长一段路，
而我必须说，这一年就是我的颠峰了。
尽管我TPA的表现也许一点也不好，但我是真的很努力很努力地在变强，
希望能够让世界看见我的本事。
而在我们正为2015年世界赛资格备战时，这件事发生了，
我无话可说，整颗心都碎了。
我从未想过这件事会发生在我身上，而今──我的职业生涯将划上休止符。
: I'm sorry for disappointing everyone supporting me out there all these time.
: I'm even more sorry for letting my team down, including my managers, coach,
: and translator. I never expect this to happen and I'm the same, or even more
: disappointed than anyone else is.
: Sorry.
我很抱歉，让这段时日以来一直支持着我的人们失望了。
我更必须为我让我的队伍失望而道歉，包括经理、教练与翻译。
我从未期望这件事发生，而我同样、甚至比任何人都来得更加失望。
对不起。