Re: [外絮] Chawy FB (很长)

楼主: a24285293 (鸡眼)   2015-08-02 16:15:47
※ 引述《GOD5566GOD (o'_'o)》之铭言:
: https://www.facebook.com/ChawyXL/posts/1110021652347319
: Chawy
: 4 分钟前
: Hi everyone, i'm really sorry but to break this news to you. I have been
: banned from participating in any LoL tournaments for a period of time (not too sure
: how long the ban would be yet), because of an event of elo boosting done
: during March 2014.
: For those who are interested in my part of the story, do continue reading
: below.
嗨大家,我感到非常抱歉,但还是必须给你们知道此消息。我已经被所有的lol比赛
禁赛一段时间(不确定多久),因为代打。
对于那些对我部分故事有兴趣的人,请继续看下去。
: I have been playing competitive since I was 14. I chose to take this path even
: though its not the smartest choice being born in Singapore, a country where
: E-sports is not as recognized. My passion for gaming and the desire to win
: made me who I am today.
我14岁就在玩竞赛类游戏。虽然这不是在新加坡的最佳选择,我依然选择此道路。我对于
游戏的热情及赢的渴望造就了今天的我。
: I started playing LoL when I was first invited by Riot to take part in 2010
: WCG and ended up getting 3rd place. I switched from DotA / DotA 2 to LoL because
: at that time, LoL had way more tournaments each year, and I really enjoyed
: playing LoL.
在我被Riot邀请参加2010WCG时我开始玩LOL,最后拿下第三名。
此时我从DOTA/DOTA2改换到LOL,LOL此时每年有更多的比赛,而且我非常享受玩LOL。
: During early 2012 when SGS ( Team Singapore Sentinels ) was formed, they
: started trailing for players on our server. Being in SGS was like a dream come
: true, its the first ever professional team I know of to get paid to play. Many
: people would do anything just to get into that team. Sadly, they didn't chose
: me because I was serving my NS ( National Service ). I was really depressed
: because most would say I was the best player in our region but yet I was not
: picked or even trailed. I didn't gave up then. I starting forming my own team
: with friends I met at Solo Queue. I took part in every tournaments and ended
: up getting 2nd every time, only losing to SGS. But at the same time, we managed
: to take some games off SGS. That was when SGS saw my talent and offered me a
: slot.
在2012早期,SGS成立了,他们开始训练玩家。当时在SGS就像梦想实现。玩家会做任何
事情为了进去SGS。难过地,他们没有选择我因为我那时候在NS服兵役。我非常失望因为我
认为我在新加坡最猛(线上and线下)但是我没被选择。我那时没有放弃。我开始和我的朋友
们组我自己的队伍。我参加所有的比赛而且都得到第二名,仅输给SGS。但是同时,我们
努力的拿下跟SGS的一些比赛。因此SGS看到我的天赋而且邀请我。
: At first I was offered an monthly salary way more than the original 5 members,
: of course I gladly accepted. Luckily for me, after I completed my basic
: training in NS, I was posted to a vocation where I just have to work every 8am
: -5.30pm. I rushed to our training room in Garena office every evening once I'm
: released from camp, train till late night, and then return home, and continue
: training. It was like my dream came true. Little did I know, the management
: told me few days later that I would not be receiving a single cent because of
: their budget. I was shocked, but since I was serving my NS, and we are not
: allowed to have any extra allowance outside of NS, I accepted it. I treated
: playing in SGS not as a job, but as doing something I loved. I wake up every 6
: in the morning, rush to camp, end work at 5.30, rush to Garena, end trainings
: at 10-11pm, rush home, more solo trainings till 2-3am, sleep, repeat. That was
: my daily routine for over a year.
一开始我薪水比其他成员还多,超爽。在我NS服务完后,我就到G社Gaming house作训练。
当时就好像我的梦想实现。过了几天后,干,管理阶层告诉我我不会收到$$$因为他们预算
吃紧。我很干,但是由于此时我正在NS服兵役,所以我不能在NS外有其他的$$收入,所以我
接受了。我把在SGS练习当作作我热爱的事情,而不是工作。
: Many people thought that hey, Chawy confirm gets way higher pay than his other
: teammates because of his performance, but the truth is, I was NOT paid. I had
: to pay for my own transport, my meals, everything, using the allowance I get
: from NS ( S$400+ a month). I discussed with my teammates and they agreed to
: each pass me S$50 every month which concludes to S$250 per month.
: So why did I stayed even though I was not paid? Simple, I always dream of
: becoming a pro player, and SGS was the very first step. I was given a lvl 30
: Taiwan server account and I was contented with that. I get to play against
: players like GodJJ, Toyz, Westdoor and so many other really good players.
: Luckily for me, I got top 5 ranks in ranked in Taiwan server multiple times.
: I was given the same monthly pay as the rest of my teammates only after I
: completed my NS, which was after September 2013. It was never easy working the
: hardest, giving the most, performing the best but yet receiving the least.
: Around February 2014, I left SGS. Our team results were not good and I was
: tired. I thought I would never have a chance to play on the main stage ever
: again. That was the time when this 'friend' approached me to boost his
: account.
很多人都认为:hey,chawy邱三小,领比别人多。但是我实际上没领$$。我必须为我的交通
费,我的三餐,其他等所支付$$,用我在NS所赚的 (400+/月)。我跟队员商量,他们决定
施舍我每个月50元 总共250。
所以为啥我留下了虽然我没有$$,很简单,我有成为职业选手的梦想。
我得到一个台服30等的帐号,然后开始训练。我得以跟JJJJJJJJJ及熊王,王爷,及其他
玩家对抗。我多次拿到RANK前5。2013 9月后我开始得到跟其他成员的$$。作最多,给最
多,拿最少决不简单(台湾劳工)。2014 2月,我离开SGS,因为我们队伍太烂了,我累了。
我认为我不会再有机会在一样的舞台上。这时就有朋友找我代打赚$$$。
: Of course I accepted. I had no income, no future, no nothing. I had to earn
: what I can. Even though its just a small amount, I did it.
: It was after that that TPA contacted my then manager, saying they want to
: trail
: me. I was delighted, I saw a glimpsed of hope. After a long discussion with my
: family, I decided to come to TPA.
所以我开始代打。我没有收入,未来,啥都没。我必须尽我所能赚钱。虽然这是微薄的
收入,我还是做了。之后,TPA找我,我很高兴又看到一丝希望。
在跟我家人讨论后,我决定去TPA。
: The 'friend' whom I elo boosted for, didn't pay me because he said he had no
: money. I didn't mind since I was already in TPA having a stable income, but a
: tragedy striked during late 2014. My investment with my brother failed badly
: costing me to lose around S$10,000. ( I had quite a bit of winnings from DotA/
: DotA2 ). It was then I started going around collecting money from people I
: lent to, and from that 'friend' I 'worked' for. But he ignored me, not wanting to
: return me, and even telling me it was a long time ago, he doesn't even play
: league now. I was mad, I kept pestering him and I guess I made him mad. So mad
: that this 'friend' reported to Riot and Garena that I elo boosted.
: I had come a long way in my career, and I would say this year is my peak. Even
: though TPA results are not as good anymore, but I kept improving and improving,hoping to show the world what i'm capable of. Just as we're preparing for
: World Championship 2015 qualifiers, THIS had to happen. I was left speechless, and
: heart broken. Never had I thought this would happen to me, and that my career
: would end this close.
找我代打的朋友没给我$$因为他也没$$$。我不介意因为我已经要去TPA啦,当公务员
但是2014我跟我兄弟的投资失败了,10000$$飞了。所以我开始找我认识的人收钱,包括
找我代打的朋友,但是他不甩我。我一直卢他,我猜我让他不爽了,所以他就跟G社跟RIOT说
我有代打。我的职业生涯中我走了很久,我认为今年是我的高峰。虽然TPA不再S2一样了,
但是我继续增进,为了2015世界赛,但是我被抓了。听到被禁赛我心碎了。
我从没想过这会发生在我身上,而且我的职业生涯将要结束。
: I'm sorry for disappointing everyone supporting me out there all these time.
: I'm even more sorry for letting my team down, including my managers, coach,
: and translator. I never expect this to happen and I'm the same, or even more
: disappointed than anyone else is.
: Sorry.
我很抱歉让所有支持我的人失望。我感到非常抱歉让我的队伍要应付之后的赛事。
我从不期望这会发生,而且我也一样,比其他人更难过,抱歉。
作者: h22212247888 (哲偉)   2015-08-02 16:16:00
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