Re: [外絮] Chawy FB

楼主: louis8053 (初音咪哭)   2015-08-02 16:45:18
※ 引述《GOD5566GOD (o'_'o)》之铭言:
: https://www.facebook.com/ChawyXL/posts/1110021652347319
: Chawy
: 4 分钟前
: Hi everyone, i'm really sorry but to break this news to you. I have been
: banned
: from participating in any LoL tournaments for a period of time (not too sure
: how long the ban would be yet), because of an event of elo boosting done
: during
: March 2014.
HI,大家好。我很遗憾的宣布一个消息:因为我在2014年三月有代打过,所以我被禁止参
加任何LoL联赛(还不确定禁止多久)
: For those who are interested in my part of the story, do continue reading
: below.
: I have been playing competitive since I was 14. I chose to take this path even
: though its not the smartest choice being born in Singapore, a country where
: E-sports is not as recognized. My passion for gaming and the desire to win
: made
: me who I am today.
对于这件事有兴趣的朋友,请继续看下去。
我从14岁开始玩竞技游戏,这个选择在新加坡并不算聪明,因为新加坡并不是一个重视电
竞的国家。但是我对电竞的热情与想赢的欲望支持我走到这里。
: I started playing LoL when I was first invited by Riot to take part in 2010
: WCG
: and ended up getting 3rd place. I switched from DotA / DotA 2 to LoL because
: at
: that time, LoL had way more tournaments each year, and I really enjoyed
: playing
: LoL.
我因为受riot邀请在2010年参加WCG,并且拿到第三名而开始玩LoL。因为当时LoL的比赛比
较多,所以我从DotA / DotA 2转到LoL并很享受玩LoL的过程。
: During early 2012 when SGS ( Team Singapore Sentinels ) was formed, they
: started trailing for players on our server. Being in SGS was like a dream come
: true, its the first ever professional team I know of to get paid to play. Many
: people would do anything just to get into that team. Sadly, they didn't chose
: me because I was serving my NS ( National Service ). I was really depressed
: because most would say I was the best player in our region but yet I was not
: picked or even trailed. I didn't gave up then. I starting forming my own team
: with friends I met at Solo Queue. I took part in every tournaments and ended
: up
: getting 2nd every time, only losing to SGS. But at the same time, we managed
: to
: take some games off SGS. That was when SGS saw my talent and offered me a
: slot.
2012年SGS成立,他们开始在我们服务器里招揽玩家,因为这是我所知的第一个会付薪水给
选手玩游戏的职业队伍,所以要是能进SGS的话就美梦成真了。许多人愿意作任何事来进入
SGS,然而SGS并没有选择我因为我当时在服兵役。我非常失望,因为许多人认为当时的我
是我们服务器里面最强的玩家,但是别说被选到了,我甚至没被询问。不过我没有放弃,
我揪了一些solo Q遇到的朋友一起组队,我们参加了一些比赛而且场场拿第二,只输给
SGS,不过我们也设法拿下了一些对SGS的比赛,因此SGS发现了我的天赋并留给我一个位
置。
: At first I was offered an monthly salary way more than the original 5 members,
: of course I gladly accepted. Luckily for me, after I completed my basic
: training in NS, I was posted to a vocation where I just have to work every 8am
: -5.30pm. I rushed to our training room in Garena office every evening once I'm
: released from camp, train till late night, and then return home, and continue
: training. It was like my dream came true. Little did I know, the management
: told me few days later that I would not be receiving a single cent because of
: their budget. I was shocked, but since I was serving my NS, and we are not
: allowed to have any extra allowance outside of NS, I accepted it. I treated
: playing in SGS not as a job, but as doing something I loved. I wake up every 6
: in the morning, rush to camp, end work at 5.30, rush to Garena, end trainings
: at 10-11pm, rush home, more solo trainings till 2-3am, sleep, repeat. That was
: my daily routine for over a year.
一开始SGS给我比其他就有五个选手更高的薪水,当然我接受了。我每天8:00-17:30服兵
役,之后就去作我的工作。每天晚上我一完成当兵的事情之后就马上冲到Garena训练室报
到,练到深夜才回家,回家又继续练习,我觉得我的梦想真的成真了。然而过几天上层跟
我说因为预算的原因他们没办法给我薪水。我当下很震惊,但因为新加坡规定当兵时不能
再拿其他份薪水所以我接受了。我将训练想成我在作我想作的事,而不是一个工作。我每
天6点起床下部队,17:30结束后就冲到Garena训练室练习,练到11点回家之后再打soloQ
打到2-3点之后去睡觉,就这样过了一年。
: Many people thought that hey, Chawy confirm gets way higher pay than his other
: teammates because of his performance, but the truth is, I was NOT paid. I had
: to pay for my own transport, my meals, everything, using the allowance I get
: from NS ( S$400+ a month). I discussed with my teammates and they agreed to
: each pass me S$50 every month which concludes to S$250 per month.
: So why did I stayed even though I was not paid? Simple, I always dream of
: becoming a pro player, and SGS was the very first step. I was given a lvl 30
: Taiwan server account and I was contented with that. I get to play against
: players like GodJJ, Toyz, Westdoor and so many other really good players.
许多人觉得我因为表现好所以拿了比队友更高的薪水,但事实是我根本没拿到半毛钱,我
甚至得拿自己当兵的薪水(400+星币/月)付交通费,餐钱等等的,我跟队友讨论了一下,
他们同意每个人给我50星币/月,总共就每个月250块钱。你问我为什么愿意不支薪来工
作?当然是因为我梦想能成为职业选手,而进入SGS是第一步,我在这边只拿到了一个30等
的台服帐号,但我已经很满足了,因为我能跟许多台服高端对战,像是尬得丁丁,拖椅子
和西门之类的。
: Luckily for me, I got top 5 ranks in ranked in Taiwan server multiple times.
: I was given the same monthly pay as the rest of my teammates only after I
: completed my NS, which was after September 2013. It was never easy working the
: hardest, giving the most, performing the best but yet receiving the least.
: Around February 2014, I left SGS. Our team results were not good and I was
: tired. I thought I would never have a chance to play on the main stage ever
: again. That was the time when this 'friend' approached me to boost his
: account.
很幸运的,我多次进出台服前五。在我兵当完之后我终于拿到跟我队友一样的薪水,不过
那也是2013年九月的事了。工作最勤奋,付出得最多,表现得最好但是收获最少真非常辛
苦。2014年二月我离开SGS,因为我们的成绩不好而且我也累了我当时觉得我再也没机会在
世界舞台上一展身手,这时候我的"朋友"希望我帮他代打他的帐号。
: Of course I accepted. I had no income, no future, no nothing. I had to earn
: what I can. Even though its just a small amount, I did it.
: It was after that that TPA contacted my then manager, saying they want to
: trail
: me. I was delighted, I saw a glimpsed of hope. After a long discussion with my
: family, I decided to come to TPA.
想当然耳的我接受了,我没钱,没位来,什么都没有,我必须尽可能的赚钱,即使只是个
小数目。之后TPA跟我接洽想签我当选手,我非常开心,看到一丝希望。跟我家人讨论了很
久之后,我来到了TPA。
: The 'friend' whom I elo boosted for, didn't pay me because he said he had no
: money. I didn't mind since I was already in TPA having a stable income, but a
: tragedy striked during late 2014. My investment with my brother failed badly
: costing me to lose around S$10,000. ( I had quite a bit of winnings from DotA/
: DotA2 ). It was then I started going around collecting money from people I
: lent
: to, and from that 'friend' I 'worked' for. But he ignored me, not wanting to
: return me, and even telling me it was a long time ago, he doesn't even play
: league now. I was mad, I kept pestering him and I guess I made him mad. So mad
: that this 'friend' reported to Riot and Garena that I elo boosted.
这个"朋友"在我打完之后没付我钱因为他说他没钱。我当下并不在意,我已经有TPA这边稳
定的收入了。但2014年悲剧发生了,我跟我哥的投资失败,害我损失了10000块,所以我开
始找欠我的人要钱,其中当然包括那位"朋友",不过他不理我,我很生气,而我不断的追
讨惹恼了他,他向Roit跟Garena回报我代打。
: I had come a long way in my career, and I would say this year is my peak. Even
: though TPA results are not as good anymore, but I kept improving and
: improving,
: hoping to show the world what i'm capable of. Just as we're preparing for
: World
: Championship 2015 qualifiers, THIS had to happen. I was left speechless, and
: heart broken. Never had I thought this would happen to me, and that my career
: would end this close.
我在电竞这条路上走了很长的时间,而且我会说今年是我的高峰,虽然TPA今年成绩并不
好,但是我持续的精进自己,希望向世界证明我的能力。当我正在备战2015世界冠军小组
赛时,这件事情发生了,我心碎且哑口无言,我从没想过这件是会发生在我身上,我的职
业生涯可能就此结束(这句不确定)
: I'm sorry for disappointing everyone supporting me out there all these time.
: I'm even more sorry for letting my team down, including my managers, coach,
: and
: translator. I never expect this to happen and I'm the same, or even more
: disappointed than anyone else is.
: Sorry.
我对这段一路走来支持我的人感到非常抱歉。对我的队伍,包括经理,教练还有翻译员更
加愧疚,我从没想到这件事会发生,我跟大家一样,甚至比所有人更加失望。
对不起。

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