※ 引述《NeVerEnouGh (鲁呆)》之铭言：
: I am sorry to toyz.
我对toyz很抱歉
: I have thought he is captain of my team until now.
我到现在都还是认为他是我们团队的队长
: When i came to taiwan at first, i talked with him many times.
当我一开始来台湾时,我和他聊过很多次
: I hang out with him and was really friendly with him.
我和他一起出去逛街过而且和他很友好
: I told him everything at that moment.
在那段时间我和他无话不说
: Also, I discussed with him about our team.
而且,我也和他讨论过我们队伍
: Then we fixed our problems.
然后我们处理好我们的问题
: After coach left, i was trying to be coach. But i failed because i didn't
: make enough scrim.
在教练离开后,我试着接手教练的工作,但我失败了,因为我没有足够的练习(scrim不确定)
: Then he was trying to help me to make scrim. But its over job to player.
所以他试着帮我练习,但这对选手来说是超出选手的工作的
: So we got people who can make scrim.
所以我们找到可以帮忙练习的人
: After this moments, our talk was less and less.
在这之后我们就很少很少谈话了
: I felt he is difficult to me.
我觉得他和我很难相处好
: There was big barrier between me and him.
这在我和他之间形成一个很大的鸿沟与阻碍 (我觉得此段范围是指小云车长事件)
: Then, i was upset at his saying on stream.
于此,我很难过他在实况上那样说
: I posted about my feeling because i couldn't talk to him.
我po出我的感想因为我那时没有跟他说
: Then he said sorry to me and i accepted.
然后他对我说抱歉而我也接受了
: But i still couldn't talk to him after that.
但在那之后我依然没和他真正谈过
: I knew our relationship had problems but it was hard to fix these for me.
我知道我们的关系出了问题,但这对我来说很难去修补好这关系
: About our ban&pick, i discussed with toyz and dinter in hotel room.
有关b&p,我在旅馆有和toyz和丁特讨论过
: We made ban&pick together. It was clear.
我们一起决定b&p,这是很确定清楚的
: Main problem is that there was still barrier between me and toyz.
主要问题在于当时我和toyz依然存在那巨大的鸿沟与阻碍 (就是心结未解的意思)
: After each match, i didn't talk a lot with him.
每个比赛后我都没有和toyz聊太多
: There were short talks like 'hey what we gonna ban?' , ' whats our
: compoistion? '.
顶多简短交谈像是"嘿,我们准备要ban哪只","我们要选哪些角色?"
: It was Q&A. It was not conversation.
这就像个问与答,而算不上是一个交谈沟通讨论
: Before last match, he was talking with jj.
在最后一场比赛前,他和jj说话
: So i was waiting for his ban&pick because i made some ban&pick in my room.
所以我在等他的b&p,因为我有在我房间想出一些b&p的想法
: But i didn't talk to him because time was so short.
但我来不及跟他说因为剩下时间太短了
: I believed him and didn't say my opinions.
我选择相信他并且因而没说出我的看法
: I had to talk to him or discuss with him.
我应该要和他说或和他讨论的
: After last match, i went to dinter and asked him "hey why we didn't pick
: thresh?".
在最后一场比赛后,我过去丁特旁边并问他说"嘿,为什么我们不选瑟雷吸?"
: Because i always talk with dinter after i felt difficult to toyz.
因为在我觉得我无法顺利和toyz相处和我比较常和丁特聊天说话
: I never think toyz is idiot.
我从没认为toyz是白痴
: He is the person who i can believe without asking.
他是那个我不用问问题就可以相信的人 (应该是指技术方面)
: I think It happened because of my character.
我想事情的发生起因是来自于我的个性
: I had to try to talk more when i felt barrier.
我应该在当我发现我们之间有鸿沟阻碍(说白就是心结啦)时要试着说开的
: I was caring of myself .
我太过在意我自己了
: Although his seat is next to me in gaming house, i have been too far from him.
以至于即使在游戏间他就坐我旁边,但我却觉得离他好远
(反过来的近在眼前却远在天边啊)
: I am so sorry, i wanted to make toyz champion again.
我真的觉得非常抱歉,我很想帮toyz再拿一次冠军
: It was my dream.
那也是我的梦想
: I have been so honored to be with him.
我是那么的有这荣幸和他同一队
: Thank my captain.
谢谢我的队长
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