Re: [闲聊] OLLEH FB

楼主: leolee49 (丹尼尔学长)   2015-08-18 21:49:27
※ 引述《NeVerEnouGh (鲁呆)》之铭言:
: I am sorry to toyz.
: I have thought he is captain of my team until now.
: When i came to taiwan at first, i talked with him many times.
: I hang out with him and was really friendly with him.
: I told him everything at that moment.
: Also, I discussed with him about our team.
: Then we fixed our problems.
: After coach left, i was trying to be coach. But i failed because i didn't
: make enough scrim.
: Then he was trying to help me to make scrim. But its over job to player.
: So we got people who can make scrim.
: After this moments, our talk was less and less.
: I felt he is difficult to me.
: There was big barrier between me and him.
: Then, i was upset at his saying on stream.
: I posted about my feeling because i couldn't talk to him.
: Then he said sorry to me and i accepted.
: But i still couldn't talk to him after that.
: I knew our relationship had problems but it was hard to fix these for me.
: About our ban&pick, i discussed with toyz and dinter in hotel room.
: We made ban&pick together. It was clear.
: Main problem is that there was still barrier between me and toyz.
: After each match, i didn't talk a lot with him.
: There were short talks like 'hey what we gonna ban?' , ' whats our
: compoistion? '.
: It was Q&A. It was not conversation.
: Before last match, he was talking with jj.
: So i was waiting for his ban&pick because i made some ban&pick in my room.
: But i didn't talk to him because time was so short.
: I believed him and didn't say my opinions.
: I had to talk to him or discuss with him.
: After last match, i went to dinter and asked him "hey why we didn't pick
: thresh?".
: Because i always talk with dinter after i felt difficult to toyz.
: I never think toyz is idiot.
: He is the person who i can believe without asking.
: I think It happened because of my character.
: I had to try to talk more when i felt barrier.
: I was caring of myself .
: Although his seat is next to me in gaming house, i have been too far from him.
: I am so sorry, i wanted to make toyz champion again.
: It was my dream.
: I have been so honored to be with him.
: Thank my captain.
: https://www.facebook.com/jjoosunge?fref=nf
我对Toyz感到很抱歉,
即便现在我仍然将他当作我的队长,
当我初到台湾,我跟他聊得很来,
我们会一起出去晃晃,我们很好,
那时候,我什么是情都会跟他讲,当然,
我也跟他讨论我们的队伍,教练离开以后,
我试着担任教练,但我失败了,因为我没有参与到足够的团练,
他也努力试着帮助我参加团练,但那其实已经超过一个选手该做的事情,
所以我们找了新的人来帮助我们进行团练,之后,我们就越来越少跟彼此聊聊天了,
我发现我们之间有到高墙隔着,后来,我对于他在实况上说的感到很难过,
我PO出了我的想法跟感受,因为我没办法跟他好好聊这件事,
后来,他跟我道歉,我也接受了,但即便如此,这件事之后我仍然无法跟他聊天。
我知道我们的关系友点问题,但对我来说,这问题已经难以补救。
我在饭店跟Toyz还有Dinter讨论过关于我们的B/P,所以这部分是彼此很清楚的,
主要的问题在于我跟Toyz之间的鸿沟,即便每一局比赛之后,我们也甚少交谈,
只有一些简短的对话例如:等等要ban谁?我们要拿怎样的组合?
(正确为composition)
但那是问与答,而不是交谈。
在最后一场比赛前,他跟JJ在说话,而因为我在房间时做了一些B/P的选择,所以我
在等他来告诉大家B/P的决策。
但因为时间紧迫,我没有跟他讨论到这点。
我相信他,所以我并没有说出我的想法,我没有觉得我必须要告诉他,或跟他讨
论这件事情。
因为我对于跟Toyz聊天感到有点困难,而Dinter是一个我不用问就知道我可以完全
相信他的人,所以我总是与Dinter讨论,所以最后一场比赛后,我去找Dinter,
想问问他为什么我们最后不选瑟雷西?
我想问题是出我的个性吧,当我感到我们有些隔阂,我会试着尽量去多说些话,
我太在乎我自己了。
即便他练习室的位子就坐我的隔壁,但我却觉得自己离他好远好远。
对不起,真的对不起,我很想帮助Toyz再此重登王位,这也是我的梦想,能跟他
同队我也备感荣幸。
谢谢你,我的队长。
有点超译的部分还请多多包涵,感觉这样看起来整体会比较顺,口气也比较合理。
作者: onedirection (1Dfan)   2015-08-18 21:50:00
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