※ 引述《NeVerEnouGh (鲁呆)》之铭言：
: I am sorry to toyz.
我对toyz感到抱歉
: I have thought he is captain of my team until now.
我直到现在仍相信他是我们的队长
: When i came to taiwan at first, i talked with him many times.
当我刚来到台湾时，我曾和toyz聊过很多
: I hang out with him and was really friendly with him.
我和他一起出游 跟他在一块感到很和善
: I told him everything at that moment.
我们几乎无话不谈
: Also, I discussed with him about our team.
同时，我也和他一起讨论我们的队伍
: Then we fixed our problems.
然后我们一起解决自己的问题
: After coach left, i was trying to be coach. But i failed because i didn't
: make enough scrim.
当教练离开时，我尝试去担任这个位置，但我失败了，我没办法去约足够的团练
: Then he was trying to help me to make scrim. But its over job to player.
toyz也尝试帮助我一起约团练，可是这对选手来说负担太大了
: So we got people who can make scrim.
所以我们找了其他人来帮忙
: After this moments, our talk was less and less.
自从这时候开始 我们的交流就越来越少了
: I felt he is difficult to me.
我感觉toyz对我来说是个难题
: There was big barrier between me and him.
我们之间有沉重的担子
: Then, i was upset at his saying on stream.
之后，我对于他在实况上的话感到生气
: I posted about my feeling because i couldn't talk to him.
我PO出我的感受 因为我不知道怎么和他说
: Then he said sorry to me and i accepted.
然后他向我道歉我也接受了
: But i still couldn't talk to him after that.
但即便如此 我之后还是无法和他正常沟通
: I knew our relationship had problems but it was hard to fix these for me.
我知道我们的友谊是有问题的但我却难以去修复
: About our ban&pick, i discussed with toyz and dinter in hotel room.
关于我们的BP，我和toyz和丁特在旅馆就有讨论了
: We made ban&pick together. It was clear.
我们一起做了BP，这边是OK的
: Main problem is that there was still barrier between me and toyz.
主要的问题还是我和toyz之间的尴尬
: After each match, i didn't talk a lot with him.
每个回合结束后，我和他都很少交流
: There were short talks like 'hey what we gonna ban?' , ' whats our
: compoistion? '.
只会有一些短暂交流 像是"我们要ban啥?""我们的组成是?"
: It was Q&A. It was not conversation.
那就只是个问答，并不是讨论
: Before last match, he was talking with jj.
在最后一场比赛前，他和JJ正在讨论
: So i was waiting for his ban&pick because i made some ban&pick in my room.
所以我正在等他的BP，因为我自己也有一些想法
: But i didn't talk to him because time was so short.
但我没有跟他讨论，因为时间真的太短了
: I believed him and didn't say my opinions.
我相信他而没有说出自己的想法
: I had to talk to him or discuss with him.
我应该要跟toyz讲或是讨论
: After last match, i went to dinter and asked him "hey why we didn't pick
: thresh?".
在比赛的最后，我跑去找丁特并问他"嘿 为什么我们不选瑟雷西?"
: Because i always talk with dinter after i felt difficult to toyz.
因为在和toyz有点僵后，我通常是去找丁特谈
: I never think toyz is idiot.
我从不认为toyz是白痴
: He is the person who i can believe without asking.
他是我值得相信的男人，即便不用语言
: I think It happened because of my character.
我想这一切的原因是因为我的脚色
: I had to try to talk more when i felt barrier.
我应该在我有疙瘩时就要试着多沟通
: I was caring of myself .
我总是担心着自己
: Although his seat is next to me in gaming house, i have been too far from him.
虽然他的位置就在我旁边，但感觉还是距离他好远
: I am so sorry, i wanted to make toyz champion again.
我感到抱歉，我想和toyz一起拿冠军
: It was my dream.
这是我的梦
: I have been so honored to be with him.
我很荣幸能成为他的队友
: Thank my captain.
谢谢你 我的队长
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看来两个人确实有心结而且难以化解
其实今天看了Toyz的直播后 再搭配这篇文满感同深受的
因为我和我弟也是这样的状况
曾经因为小事情闹翻
到现在已经六年了 没办法好好讲话
即便我们其实已经没那么在意了 但就是难以跨出那一步
手足都如此了 更何况是语言不通的两人？
以一个观众角度来看 当然希望他们能够化解心结
这队绝对是有潜力冲击世界大赛的
但内部问题不解决 那一天不会到来
对于toyz是否退休 我觉得他要退我也是很赞成的
toyz自己也知道他不适合当队长这职位 而且他在公司的角色
确实也造成了一些问题 这问题是难以解决的
如果现在有个台阶让他下 又何尝不去走呢？

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