So many things make me panic.
I am not good at handling the people networking.
Sometimes I like being serene.
It's quite a lot of pressure over me.
I think I am a female so that I don't need to bear the expectation of a man.
So I can live for myself and despite of others, I can do whatever I want.
For example, I don't need to pay for the loan of a house, I don't need to
raise a family, I don't need to meet the boss' target, I don't need to
pretend I know everything.
What I want to say is that being a female, I am supposed to be free from
the society's hard requirement and instead, I just need to find a mate
and try to give birth to a baby.
Yesterday I work overnight and when I come back home, I see a wife hug with
a baby and tell her husband she has came back, this scene totally threatens
me.
I know what I should do bu I am going the upsite way.
I feel panic.