Maybe I should think more about my deeper mind if I want to organize my thoughts.
I have tried vary hard to do so.
Bit seem not enough still.
Sometime I feel that my thoughts are too complicated
Thinking is something that takes a lot of energy for me.
I hope that thinks can be more symbolized.
So that life can be more easy.

life will only gets harder and harder when you getsolder and older... and everything will just becomemore complicated. it's a one waay trip and nothingsgoes backwards...what you can do, is either becomestronger and stronger, or find someone that can heal you....

That sounds like I need a doctor. :P

may be. but i think what you really need is a friend

Ha I don't need a friend that some day would say :"I love you" or delete my fb or become lesbian.

sounds like a heart breaking story.....wanna tell memore? through i can't help you, but as soon as yousay it out, you will feel better. How do i know? itry that before...

One story is some of my friend said :you should eitherLet the kite go or take it home. You shouldn't let itJust fly in the sky." On fb. When I saw this,I think:Who is that girl,I don't even know that. Then severalDays later I found I can't see he on fb anymore.I saw him as a friend. I can't believe I was beenDeleted and even more I am been sealed off!This kind of story happens all the time. TT

relax.... it's not your fault nor his fault.it's just....bad luck. you see him as a friend buthis isn't. i know that feel....