我生病了，我常觉得别人对我有敌意，
我暂时不会出现，过一阵子，我会再去你的教会的。
I got sick. I usually felt hostility from others.
I won't show up temporarily. 过一阵子, I will go to your
church again.
请教一下

temporarily是指“暂时的”，但是语意是会消失一段时间吧I will show up at your church after absenting a periodof time. 意思也差不多第一句我不太懂什么意思，前后两句有因果关系吗？

I'm sick. I often sense hostility from others.