最近看了这部电影,在后半段接近结尾的部分,David Wallace 讲了一段,心有戚戚焉
Feeling as thought every axiom in your life turned out to be false
and there was actually nothing.
感觉你生命中的每一句箴言都成了谬误万事皆空。
And that you were nothing.
你亦是无物。
And that it’s all a delusion and you’re so much better than everybody
‘cause you can see how this is just a delusion,
一切都是虚幻的,你比别人好因为你已经看穿这一切只是虚幻的,
and you’re so much worse because you can’t fucking function.
你也比别人糟糕,因为你已经无法正常生活。
It’s really horrible.
那种感觉很恐怖。
I don’t think that we ever change.
我觉得人是不会变的。
I’m sure that I still have those same parts of me.
我确信那部分仍然在我的身体里。
Guess I’m trying really hard to find a way not to let them drive.
大概我只是非常努力地不要让他牵引我。
电影里还有很多想法,有兴趣的板友可以看看这部。