Fuck up my ibt test and make everything fucked-up. Even an internship now seem
s like Caliburn, unfortunately I am not King Arthur.
"A dream you dream alone is just a dream, A dream we dream together is reality
." - John Lennon
Sorry, I cannot keep my promise and make our dream real together. For the firs
t time, I felt like knocked down to the concrete ground. It's me, not awesome
and not outstanding as u thought. I think we may not meet in UC. Sometime I ha
te myself, after this time I kill myself inside.
I can imagine the sunshine, temp, wind, street, avenue, wine, lights and ur br
ight smiles in my mind.
I just can't let them walk into my broken life.
I miss your yasashi, kawaii, childish, and the time and wines we had in nomiho
dai. （笑
Panicking. Should we meet again?
To tell you my failure and defeats? Never
Let's break. 気遣ってくれてありがとう