之前在The Players' Tribune上看到，零碎时间就很手痒翻了
在萤光幕前他总是那样的叛逆，那样的年少轻狂。
犹记得十年前Reebok帮他打的广告"I am what I am"简直就是量身为他订做的格言一样：
我不在乎别人怎么看我、我只想要做我自已。
而在影片独白中，他也道出他在聚光灯底下的另外一面。
原联结:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mLJAb9X-qN4 (youtube影片)
中译影片:
http://tinyurl.com/p3umncb (FB连结)
Selfish
自私
Small
矮小
Thug
帮派
Evil
邪恶
Everybody not goona love Allen Iverson.
大众们不会喜爱我
I always was basically judged from day one.
刚进联盟得第一天 我就面对着人们的各种批评
You know the tattoo is a …basically got one and you got addicted to it
而你知道刺青是一种…基本上只要开始便会上瘾继续刺下去 .
Just can’t give it more.
直到你无法刺上更多为止
All tattoo I have mean something
身上每一个刺青对我都有特别的意义 .
You know cause I have my kids' name on my body.My mom’s name on my body
就像你知道的我身上有我小孩的名、我母亲的名
Is that a bad thing?
这不算是坏事吧
It’s just a stereotype like I said.
就像我所说得这只是一种刻板印象
And then when my hair had the cornrows
当我把头发留成辫子头
People talk about being a thug thing.
人们联想到了地痞流氓
U know I was tired basically about I was mess up my hair on the road
你知道我厌倦在客场征战时头发卷得一团糟
And I was like ok I grow my hair and get cornrows.
我就想说 好啊 那我就把我的头发绑成辫子头
And I don’t had to deal with it anymore.
那我就可以不用在管它了
And I had cornrows they turn altitude to some thug thing
但我留辫子头时人们却抱持着我是帮派份子的态度
I don’t know I guess it just a Allen Iverson thing.
我不清楚这是怎么一回事，就是一些关于我AI的事
Not agree with the fact that I was not gonna try to look like somebody else
instead looking like myself
人们不接受我没办法尝试让自己看起来和他人一模一样 不能接受我活出我自己
Positive ai story don’t sell
Nobody want to heard it
和我有关正向的事没有人愿意去诉说，没有人想知道
U know what I mean
The nagative one sell it.
你们知道我的意思他们只去传播负面的事物
For wahtever reason I always was basically judge from day one
无论是何种理由，我从第一天就被人们批判著
U know and me not being like everybody else
当我特立独行时
It was basically how dare u how dare u be like yourself.
大家的观感是这家伙怎么胆敢作他自己，怎么敢与众不同
Be like we want u to be and if u not like we want u to be them it was a
problem with it.
他们说人们应该成为社会期望的样子，如果你办法法改变自己，那你可能有问题
Media build u up just to knock u down
媒体帮你建立形象就是为了之后击垮你
They writed... see some nagetive happen with me
他们希望看到一些负面的情形发生
They see me hanging out in turkey or christmas gift anything like that.
当他们看到我的职涯在土耳其载浮载沉或是像之前圣诞节事件的那类事情
It is not people want to see.It is evil. it is wrong,but that is the world we
live in. that is how it is
这不是人们期望看见的，或许极度负面，是错误的，但那正是我们怎么过活的，也正是世
界如何运转的
It didn’t let me feel bad.
他们这么做我并不感到难过
Because it comes from people they don’t care about u anyway
因为这些中伤来自那些对我们漠不关心的人
So you have so many people love u admire u kids look up to u .why was u
constrated on the nagative thing that is like waste of energy
当有这这多人爱着你、钦佩着你，孩童以你为榜样时，为什么要在意那些负面的中伤呢，
那就像浪费他们带给你的正面能量一般
That take away from the people that actually do love u and care about u
这样会使爱和在乎你的人远离你
u learn about the warm and they don’t
你可以以从中学到人性的温暖而那些人不能
I had to learn realize create thick skin at a young age
我在年纪轻轻时就必须拥有坚毅的外在去抵御那些批评
Used to barbe me actually hurt me because I am not black heart person
那些批评曾经中伤过我，毕竟我不是没血没泪的人
Some people don’t care about what people think and I actually did
有些人不在意那些负面批评，但我会
I had to learn hard way that u not gonna satisfied everyobdy.
我必须学习变得坚强，你不可能满足所有人
U don’t have to know what type of father son bro frie familyman I am.u don’
t have to know it as long as people that I care about and they love me , as
they know that is the only thing matter
你不需要知道身为父亲、儿子、兄弟、朋友、家人我会是怎么样的人，当人们关心你，爱
着你时，爱本身就是值得在乎的事
Hard working 勤勉
Dedicated奉献
Loyal忠诚
Faith信仰
Belief 信念
Man 完人
Winner 胜利者
Divine非凡
Tough 坚毅
Resilient屡扑屡起
Warrior 勇士
Survival 生存者
At day of 40 I don't think I shoud defend my self anymore I am done with it
in my life.Done with with defend myself.
当我40岁了 我受够武装自己了 在我这生中我受够武装了
I'm a a villian to people that don’t rock with me .
对于那些和我不同调的人我是个恶棍
I'm a super hero hero to people that love me and care abou tme.
但对那些爱我和在乎我的人我可是超级英雄呢
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