Since Octorber start some trouble around me,
someone pass away and leave me forever
I really miss her and always think of happiness time
I know I just can't turn back time even I feel regret.
How pity of me!
I couldn't find any smile on my face
I start afraid of meeting people and talk.
If I'm crush on someone I'll lose him quickly.
I wish someone can hold my hand and take me away.
I wish someone can save me and give me hope,power.
How could forget her with my deep memory?
I hate myself.
so weak so depression so bad
so stupid to lose important person.
I'm totally loser.

Hi It’s my first time to respond article on this board. I’m Vincent,a depression patient for 3years. So I can totally understand your feelings. In this moment you would be guilty by you ownself.However time will pass everything away,But if you are still in a bad mood, no eat ,no go outside.I will suggest you see a psychology doctor. You can talk anything what you want to talk .Alsowill diagnosis your situation, maybe give you some medicine. It’s really helpful to this. Wishyou leave depression.Sorry I don’t know how to arrange typesetting.

Thanks for your suggestions indeed, I’ve seen thedoctor and take some medicine.It make me so soft when I get angry and guilty. :) Thank you. So much warm and kind of you.