Good night!
Happy New Year!
I have got the disease of schizophrenia for 12 years.
I was announced to get the disease in Jan., 2006.
Maybe the processes are like being a mother?
I have the child that disturbs me a lot!
I didn't become a good mother!
That's why I was inconstantly fired again and again?
The root cause is that I cannot be a good mother!
I tend to be lazy and getting older and older.
It is so called "OL" (old and lazy....).
If I can take care of the kids very well, I might be successful for my
life?
Maybe God and Goddess want me to be a virgin but I violated the rules.
That's why I was tortured till death.
I am not good.
Would you like to go to bed?
It is one o'clock in the morning!
Please don't stay up late!
Thanks and good night!
Happy New Year!