Good night!
Happy New Year!
I'm thinking that I performed badly in the USA electronics corporation.
In the past, I didn't do it well.
My ability is worse than the other colleagues in the USA electronics.
Therefore, I really miss them a lot and very often!
I'm pondering if I can do it better than before?
I don't like myself 'cuz I was a coward and so weak that I made the job
screwed up.
I apologize!
Shame!
I made Seven very angry about me so that he returned back 3 boxes of the
gifts of Starbucks that I wanted to buy for him.
I feel regretful that I called him in that evening on July 25, 2017.
I feel so sorry that I shouldn't make that phone call.
(So I have stopped calling him afterwards.)
I like Seven because he's in high class and he's handsome.
(I am such a bitch!)
I also like Cosmo 'cuz he has companied me for 5 years.
He's my close friend.
(I shouldn't love 2 people at the same time!)
By the way, Seven is married.
So I should not contact with him although he never replies.
Cosmo is single but I am afraid that my bad luck will cause his bad destiny.
I should stop annoying Seven or Cosmo.
I apologize!
I failed.
I would like to stand up again!
But my knowlegde is weak and my ability is not enough.
What should I do?
Okay, let it go~
My problem must be my loyalty to the boss.
I was abandoned by too many companies.
I don't trust in the companies.
I don't have faith!
That's my disadvantage!
Cosmo is very cute!
I don't want him to step onto my life.
I am the model of being a loser.
Don't trust in me!
I like Seven 'cuz Seven refuses me.
He refuses me because he knows that I am evil.
I like his commitment.
I am neither good nor faithful.
Thanks & Have a nice Chinese New Year!