Good evening!
I think that Seven must consider that I am nonsense.
I don't have any relationship with him.
So he must delete what I send to him no matter in text or in email.
The world is totally diffeerent than what I am thinking.
So I must be too annoying.
He and I have no contact and we have nothing to do with each other.
He is just my ex-colleague and he must forget about me since it has passed
a half year.
No one will remember a woman that is nonsense.
I must be dreaming. lol
Frankly speaking, I want to ask him about the reason why he slams on the wall.
Is he still angry about the phone call I made to him in that evening?
I don't have any purpose to call him.
On that day, I was so sad that I made the phone call.
I did it out of my impulse.
I apologize!
And my communication skill was so bad that I made him angry. I apologize!
I didn't mean to make him unhappy. I feel so sorry!
On that day, I shouted:"Why ought to be you?"
I was out of my mind! Sorry!
I feel so regretful that I made that phone call.
It was out of my impulse.
Please forgive me!
I am out of my mind.
I can't control my temper.
Sorry, Seven!
My world is totally ruined by myself. Oh my gosh!
Thank you and have a good night!