Good evening!
I feel that I am too offensive towards Cosmo and 7.
Actually Cosmo is all right 'cuz he's my friend.
However 7 must consider that I am inferior.
I offend him.
I just want to keep in touch with Cosmo and 7,
but I don't have any idea about how to be their friends.
I feel frustrated.
I like Cosmo and 7, but I don't know how to make friends with them.
Regarding the interactions with the mane from high class,
I think that I am the weak woman and cannot meet their expectation and
satisfaction.
I don't know how to interact with Cosm and Seven.
Especially Seven is from the high class, and I belong to low class.
I really would like to uprise myself, but there is no contact when I am alone.
And I have no idea about why I easily get the offers.
If I can, I hope that I could live in a normal life,
for example paying for the house loan, marrying a man,
giving birth to babies.
I totally don't know why I become such a nobody like now.
Maybe my destiny is doomed by the time I offended my professor, Dr. Cheng.
Maybe I should be punished to death.
Currently I need to save money for my aging.
When I am old, I will have no jobs, so I need to save more for aging.
Thank you & Have a nice night!