I searched the internet and found out that any person that gets the
disease of "schizophrenia" will cut down 10-25 years of the lifespan!
Therefore, I count my lifespan from 80 minus 25,
that is 55 years for my living duration.
I might be dead early.
Actually when I remind of myself that I meet my professor and then
my world is gone, destroyed and vanished, I just feel very very sad.
I hate that I am a patient!
And I hate that I cannot earn more money!
I hate that I am not qualified to be 7 or Cosmo's lovers.
I'm not beautiful, not thin, not slim, not busty, even not cute!
Sign.....
I'm as bad as my teeth!