i personally have always loved mathematics,
whether i admit it or face it or not...
i naturally think in my mind things related
to mathematics, and gradually learned to feel
the peace and truth inside it.
one thing i have experienced over the years is that
mathematics alone is not enough. for example, the faith
and tenacity behind the frustration of mathematical research
process needs many things for assistance, like the holy
bible.
i have come up to the conclusion that mathematics
is mathematics, and it is a self-sustained subject,
like the self-adjoint operator in linear algebra...
i like mathematics, and i do mathematics.