I infect the disease of "schizoprehnia" in Jan, 2006.
Just a moment ago, I searched the information about the disease's symptoms.
There are delusion, auditory hallucination, and the difference of affections.
Actually I have once listen to some noises from my right ear, but vanish
very quickly.
It is like listening to the radio.
There is a voice of sa...sa....
I think that I am insane.
To be frankly speaking, I hide the truth of being infected and got the job
vacancy in the USA eletronics corp. from June 26 to Aug. 3, 2017.
At there, I notice that there is a handsome man called 7 that is the manager
of Murata components.
During my work period, I have done a lot of wrong doings.
I made mistakes to threaten him on the phone call in one evening when I
was off-duty.
Cosmo also knows that I have such a disease so that he won't consider
to marry me in his life time.
I watched the info. about the disease and find that my expected lifespan
will be shorten 10-25 years.
That's to say, I might be dead at my early age.
To sum up, I just wanna tell you that I think to leave.
Maybe leaving Taiwan, maybe leaving my current company, maybe ......
Right now, Cosmo is in need of money very urgently.
I have to earn the money and save for him with tele-transfer.
I think that 7 must spend his weekend very happily with his family.
He is nothing to do with me.
He's not my friend although I really eager to become one of his friends.
Ha ha....Sigh...
Hopefully I can save more money to tele-transfer to Cosmo.
Hopefully 7 is doing well with his family.
Hopefully all of you have a nice weekend and happy holiday!
Happy the Single Day!
Go have dinner in the restaraunt! Go Go!