Their affections centered on me make me depressed.
And it really confuses me that why the wonderful girl and those guys
are attracted to me?
Do they think that I am cute and talented or funny?
Am I special? I don't know.
It is hard to ignore their adoration
and figure out my image in their eyes.
It seems like I am bragging about my popularity,
but I just want to say all I suppose to do is be kind and friendly to
who I like, now I lose my confident of making friends.