Yes, I am furious.
And I feel devastated,
Stressed, alone, tired, exhausted, depressed, sad, confused, helpless, and
hopeless.
Cuz I get to deal with the complicated cases all by myself.
My boss never gives a shit about them, and not even once initiates to instr
uct or help me.
Once she did mention the job when we were discussing with our common superv
isor; however, I think she only did it for pushing me to speed up the whole
processing.
The job is devouring me day by day.
I fidget just as a parent reads a never ending before-bed story.
Thinking, studying, finding online materials, digging similar or relevant c
ases, and asking professionals for advice are what I have been occupied wit
h these days.
However, beside those hard cases, I still have to get my original work done
.
When typing this diary, my eyes are closing up.
Well, that’s it for today. zzZ