到底要怎么看待
试图为妳做什么但效果背道而驰这样的事
you said you're trying to bring me to your life and make this realtionship real
but the cost is I have to deal with reality.
我懂
但我应该有选择跟决定的权力
你不小心忘记的细节
夺走了我选择的权力
你要我怎么眼睁睁看着这些做完这个案子
你让我没有选择
你让我只能在毁掉自己的专业声誉和恶心的做完之间做选择。
我以为我们好不容易解决了最近的问题
电话里的眼泪和和好
原本很开心
决定去洗衣服
然后 又是这样
躺在床角 哭得无法移动无法呼吸
我只是想要几天开心的日子而已。
1.
There is an elephant in the room.
we both know it
but we didn't know how to or whether we can deal with it or not.
we are not ready to discuss it yet.
2.
It's an elephant, a big, giant elephant
it's not a small dog
you dump the elephant on me
I am dead before we got the chance to handle the elephant.
how could you put me in the cage then shuffle the elephant in???!!
how could you take that option/my right to choose away from me???
how could you act if it's no big deal??
how could you force me to choose between puke my gut out and my reputation?