It's not the end of world, seriously, things ain'teasy for every one,I know how furstrated to be inthe bottom of life, that's not thing funny. Andtrust me, death is never the way of solution.I'msure you're in a young age, so who doesn't suck inlife at young age? Another thing, talking aboutmiserable, you can graduate from college, there'realways ways of improving yourself, maybe education, but after few years working.It's never too lateif you want to study. More, there're a lot morepeople can't even get a decent education like you,by the way, killing yourself bcz of not graduatedfrom university would make you nothing but a shortline on media or news for like, one week maybe twoweeks top news headline, when heat gone, you'reofficially vanish in the thin air, I can tell you,so, embrace your life with faith and keep walkingfamily sometimes is not being a support for yourambition, it's true, so you got to overcome. Mostbeing the person who you really are, that's theessense of you.All but short, be well and strong.