my mind’s muddy
why do i keep resisting taking pills to get some decent sleep?
i thought i could get used to it
but this time i felt so messed and fuxked up
did i forget something?
i should ask for more
did you get the qualification?
oops, sorry you’ve got it wrong
oh oh, time’s up
next one, please.
everyone is seeking for the little bluebird even no one has seen it
here comes the anxiety
barely seizing every single moment
it seems all slipping away from the finger tips
no worries, it will be okay.
and i'll be alright.