RECENTLY I DEARMED SOMTHING ABOUT MY OLD FRIEND.
I DON'T KNOW WHY I CAN'T TOUCH HIM NOW.
MAYBE I BECOME HIS BLACK LIST.
MAYBE欲擒故纵
我不想想太多
只是每天都觉得很烦
怎么一直想这件事
因为怎么想转移注意力都很难
有时明明和朋友在一起我还是想念他
我觉得很不舒服
因为我不从来没有过这样的感觉
让我觉得很不是滋味
但又只能接受现况
每天睡不好
吃不好
好像著了魔一样
谁能告诉我该怎么改善现况?