I'm leaving. It's too sad that nothing had been done proudly. Nothing had been done really happily. Full of bullshit and hatred. 我要离开了 没有什么不忍心 没有什么不能放手 只有对未来的恐惧和期待占据我全部的心 用微笑掩饰痛苦 已经是极限的极限了 剩下的只是借口 pain and torture please just go leave me alone please please