干我也不知道为什么
自从跟上上任分手后让自己孤单两年
几乎都一个人生活 拒绝朋友邀约强迫自己跟负面情绪共处
想要让自己有能力处理锥心刺骨的难过
结果好像变成我让自己压抑所有情绪
包含开心快乐
所以我认为我现在已经是波澜不惊的人
结果遇到现在这个女生
Who’s full of love
And she reminds me what’s the feeling of love
But she gonna leave me in one month
I don’t know
I just can’t help crying
because I realize I’ve totally fallen in love with her
The point is she gonna leave Taiwan in one month and I think I’ll never meet
anyone like her
She’s so special
Maybe I just releasing all of my pressures in these years
But I need to stop this
I need to work and meet her tomorrow
It’s so hard to accept these feelings again.
Yeah The feeling of falling in love is beautiful
At the same time the feeling of sadness is strong as well
I thought I’m a rational guy, but I’m not
So how to fix this
I have to stop these emotional things
Please help me
Sorry for the English writing I’ve drank half bottle of whiskey.