You don't have to be perfect.
You don't have to say or do the right things.
And you even don't have to love me back, I will always love you, no matter the cost.
"I miss you so much, and you are very important to me".
I wish I could tell you this someday, but I know this couldn't happen in reality. Because you have her, the girl who is by your side now.
When I heard it that you have her, I really don't want to believe it... And I cried hard in front of my friends on next day, sorry I'm weak.
And I'm so sorry I never let you know that i love you...
I still remember that day you asked me what is the Japanese song name when I play the music from my iPhone.
"First Love" by Hikaru Utada
She sang the lyrics:
"you will always be inside my heart"
"I hope that I have a place in your heart too..."
"Now and forever you are still the one"
And actually you are my first love, I never ever loved no one before you.
Now I'm afraid to listen this song, I always skip to next songs...
And I can't stop thinkin about you everyday!!
I always told myself I must have to forget everything about you...
But about the way you smile, written in my mind, I can't...
And it is so hard when you miss someone and you even can't let the person know it...
I don't want to bother you, but I still want to send message to you, like just say hi or something... I want to let you know that I still cares about you!!
!!!
Long time no see, How are you?!
I miss you so much...