就在前天,
我收到了久违的你传来的讯息。
你要离开这座充满回忆的城市了。
明明我早就知道的;
明明我们根本不那么常连络;
明明我以为已做好了心理准备……
但为什么,我还是不争气地红了眼眶?
也许离得远一点,
我就不那么执著了吧?
也许离得远一点,
我就不会那么喜欢你了吧?
也许离得远一点,
我就会慢慢忘记我曾经深深地喜欢着你了吧?
也许离得远一点,
我就能彻彻底底地忘记你了吧?
也许离得远一点,
我就能重新过自己的人生了吧?
也许离得远一点,
我就能清醒了吧?
该死的。
我总以为我足够理智、足够清楚我们之间的距离,
但我却终究没能将没可能的你,从我的心中给彻底断舍离。
我想,也许这次,
我真的应该鼓起勇气向你挥手道别了吧?
即便我已经很努力地试过了无数次,却总徒劳无功……
一点毅力也没有,却莫名地执著了快八年的我,
突然好想听Coldplay的Yellow。
Look at the stars
Look how they shine for you
And everything you do
Yeah, they were all yellow
I came along
I wrote a song for you
And all the things you do
And it was called "Yellow"
So then I took my turn
Oh what a thing to have done
And it was all "Yellow"