https://boards.4channel.org/vt/thread/14132668
I send her messages every chat, I send her superchats every stream. I've not onc
e missed a stream even if it means sacrificing my sleep schedule. 25% of my tota
l income is spent on her. Yet it's never enough.
每次直播我都会留言，每个直播我都会斗SC，我每次直播都有跟，甚至牺牲我的睡眠，1/4
的收入都花在他身上
She reads my superchats when it's time but never actually focuses on any of my m
essages in them, even the $100+ ones. She NEVER reads my messages in chat. Ever.
她会在SC时段感谢我的SC，但是她从来不会认真读我的SC内容，尽管是100美的。而且他从
来没有读过我在聊天室的留言。
I'm so tired of it.. watching her has just got depressing because I know she hat
es me. I spend so much money and energy but dont feel like I get anything back..
But I can't stop watching her because I love her. What the fuck do I do?
我已经累了，看她的直播只会让我忧郁，因为我知道他讨厌我，我花那么多钱跟精力但是感
觉没有任何回馈，但我还是没办法不看她的台，因为我爱他。我他妈该怎么做？
You should kill yourself. You're welcome
你应该自杀
have you considered suicide?
考虑过自杀吗
Kill yourself
自杀
Kill yourself unironically
自杀 我认真的
kill yourself already dude, she will never love you
自杀吧 她永远不会爱你
笑死 这只是真的精障了
不过他还没恶堕也很厉害
我记得这边有人因为Ina没唸他斗的SC 就恶堕惹
对ㄚ==