※ 引述《NeVerEnouGh (鲁呆)》之铭言:
: 我很抱歉 toyz。
I am sorry, Toyz.
: 我认为他到现在还是我的队长。
Till now, I still regard him as my captain.
: 当我在第一次来到台湾时,我跟他讲过很多话。
When I first come to Taiwan, we chatted a lot.
: 我跟他常出去,跟他真的很好。
I often went out with him. We are really close friends.
: 那时,我把一切都告诉他。
At that time, I told him everything.
: 另外,我跟他谈我们的团队。
Also, I talked about the team with him,
: 然后我们修正了我们的问题
and we fixed out problem.
: 在教练离开了之后,我想要当hke的教练。
When the coach left, I wanted to be the coach of HKE,
: 但我失败了,因为我没有找到足够的团练。
but I failed, because I can't find enough teams to scrim with.
: 然后他试图帮助我,帮忙找其他队团练。
And he tried to help me, called up other teams.
: 但是这个工作已经超过一个选手的量。
Still, the loading is more than one player can handle.
: 所以我们找可以找到团练的人。
So we found all the teams that we can find.
: 在这之后,我们的谈话也就越来越少。
After that, we talk less.
: i felt he is difficult to me
我觉得他认为我很难相处
: 那里有着超级大障碍在我和他之间。
There is a big gap between us.
: 当时他在实况上讲我,我也非常生气。
When he talked about me on stream, I was so angry.
: 我在FB上PO我的心情,因为我不会去跟他讲话。
I post my feelings on facebook, because I wouldn't talk to him.
: 之后他向我道歉,我接受了。
He apologized afterward, and I forgive him.
: 但我在那之后仍然没有跟他讲话。
But even after that, I still doesn't talk to him.
: 我知道我们的关系有问题,但是我很难让他恢复到以前。
We know there's a problem between us, but I just can't go back what it used
to be.
: 有关我们的ban/pick,我和 toyz 与 dinter 在饭店房间里讨论。
Regarding our ban/pick: Toyz, Dinter and I discussed in hotel room.
: 我们一起想出ban/pick。非常清楚。
We come up with ban/pick together. Very clear.
: 主要问题是,我和 toyz 之间扔然有一层障碍。
The main problem is: There is still a gap between me and toyz.
: 每个在比赛之后,我没有跟他说很多话。
I don't talk to him a lot after matches.
: 有时会讲几句话 像是 ' 嘿我们该怎么BAN?',' 我们的 compoistion 是啥?'.
We sometimes talked a bit like: "Hey, how do we ban?" or "What is our team
composition?"
: 但这是 Q&A。这不是谈话。
But this is just question and answer, not talking.
: 在最后一场比赛之前, 他跟 jj讲话。
Before the last match, he talked with JJ.
: 所以我在等待他的ban/pick 因为我做了一些 ban/pick 在我房间石后。
I was waiting for his ban/pick, because I've done some when I'm in my room.
: 但因时间太短,我没有跟他说。
But the time was too short, so I didn't tell him.
: 我相信他,所以我并没有说我的意见包括ban/pick。
I believe in him, so I didn't tell him my opinions, including ban/pick.
: 但我应该要跟他讲和讨论的。
And I should have.
: 最后一场比赛之后, 我去找 dinter,问他 "嘿为什么我们不选瑟雷西?"。
After the last match, I asked Dinter: "Hey, why didn't we pick Thresh?"
: 因为我总是跟 dinter 讲话, 在我觉得跟 toyz有沟通的障碍之后。
Since after I have problem talking with Toyz, I always talked with Dinter.
: 我从不认为 toyz 是白痴。
I never think of Toyz as an idiot.
: 他是个可以相信的人,甚至不用问他任何事。
He is a person you can trust, you don't even need to ask.
: 我想是因为我的性格,
I think the problem is my personality,
: 所以我尽量跟他讲话,尽管当我感觉我们之间有障碍。
So I tried really hard to talk with him, even though I felt that there is
problem between us,
: 我carry我自己
I am carrying myself.
: 尽管在gaming house 里,他的座位在我身旁,但我们之间已经离太远了。
Even though he sits right next to me in the gaming house, but we are still so
far away from each other.
: 非常抱歉,我真的很想再一次让 toyz 拿到冠军。
I am really sorry, I really want Toyz to have another world champion.
: 这是我的梦想。
This is my dream.
: 我已经很荣幸能和他在一起。
I am really proud to be on the same team with him.
: 感谢我的队长。
Thank you, my captain.
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