Re: [外絮] Krepo 退休

楼主: james3434344 (KnightJames)   2015-04-29 04:30:58
尝试翻译看看,如有错误或不顺还请见谅。
Hello,
A few months ago I came to you with the statement that it was "Do or die",
"put up or shut up". Today i'm here to announce that it'll be the latter.
Effective immediately i'll be retiring as a professional player.
嗨,几个月前我曾经发布 "做或者死?"、"行动或是闭嘴?"的状态,今天我在这里
宣布那将会是后者,我将立即地从一个职业玩家的身分退役。
it's hard to find the right words to describe the current situation, but i'll
try to do my best. League of legends is the best thing that ever happened to
me. I've had a pretty awesome career looking back. The only regrets I have is
not trying a little harder, putting in a little more effort here & there,
mostly season 3, and handling certain situations slightly different. I'm an
emotional person, as much as I try not to be, and those emotions sometimes
get the best of me. Then again, I've learned a lot in these years and have
become a completely different person than I was 3-4 years ago when this was
all set in motion. I hope changed for the better.
很难去找到正确的词汇来形容近期的状况,但我会尽力尝试。
英雄联盟是发生在我身上最美好的事物,回首望去我曾经拥有不错的职业生涯,唯一
的遗憾是我还不够努力,特别是S3的时候,如果我能更努力地去处理某些状况或许会
使它有所不同。
我是个很情绪化的人,即使我试着让自己不是,但那些情绪有时还是控制了我。在这
些年我再一次的学习到很多并且成为一个完全不同的人,相较于3、4年前刚开始的我
,我希望能改变得更好。
I've enjoyed being a player on the stage so much. It's the best feeling in
the world, going on stage and have the crowd react, even cheer your name.
Especially this split after being "out" for a while. To the LCS Berlin crowd,
thank you so much, you have no idea how much it meant to me to hear you shout
my name one more time. At least now I feel, i've had a chance to say goodbye.
Even though I still played my last match without knowing it was the last, but
at least somewhere I knew it could've been.
我很享受在台上做为一个选手,那是世界上最棒的感受,前往舞台并获得群众的回应,
甚至是欢呼着你的名字,特别是在离开一阵子之后。
对于LCS柏林的观众,非常谢谢你们,当听到你们再一次地喊出我的名字时,你们不会
知道那对我是怎样的意义。
至少我现在觉得,我有个机会可以道别。即使我不知道那将会是最后一场,我依然进行
了最后的比赛对战,但至少我知道它曾是。
But all good things come to an end. Lately I found myself having a little
less fun with the game. Looking back i'm having a hard time finding 3
consecutive days where i've been truely happy in the last few months. Hell,
i've been getting salty and even a tad toxic in soloqueue as of late. Most of
it stemming from the fact that I care a lot about winning & playing the game
correctly, but I think i've gone too far in that mindset sometimes. I've
always said the moment playing this game stops being fun and feels like a
grind, i'll retire. And i think that moment has finally come.
但所有美好的事物都会迎来结束。最近我觉得我自己在游戏中拥有很少的乐趣,回想
起最近几个月,我很难找到连续3天是真的快乐的。
该死的,近期在单排时我感到难过甚至是有稍微负面的倾向,这都起因于我非常在意
胜利和正确地进行游戏,但我认为有时这样的心态太过度了。我一直在说当我无法在
游戏中感到快乐并觉得是种折磨的时候我就会退休,我想那个时刻终于到来了。
I've always wanted to be recognized as a great player. I think I truely can
be (or could've been), or perhaps even am, in some ways. This year I somehow
wanted to prove it to myself & the community. I take solace in the fact that
a lot of my peers who i respect a lot (think of Rekkles, tabzz, forgiven,
kasing & more) have all told me they thought i was a good player. And that
honestly is enough. Looking at my track record it's obvious I will never be
able to achieve what I did in season 2 ever again, and that's alright. I'll
treasure the memories and work on what's next instead.
我一直想被认可为一个很棒的选手,在某些方面我认为我真的可以做到(或是曾经可以)
,或者已经是了;今年我想要去证明给我自己还有社群知道。
事实上我从很多尊敬的同辈们(像是 Rekkles, Tabzz, Forgiven, Kasing & more)得到
安慰,他们告诉我他们很真诚地认为我是个好选手。
但从我的纪录上很明显看得出来我将不再可能像S2时一样成功,但那也无妨,我会珍惜
这段回忆并寻找下一段工作。
Over time i've learned i not only enjoyed playing the game, but also
commentating and analyzing it for the viewers. I have a lot to learn to
follow in the footsteps of some of the great casters currently present, but
it's something I want to pursue.
我已经了解到我不只享受玩游戏,也很享受带给观众们评论跟分析。
我还有很多需要一步步向那些近期很棒的主播学习,但那是我想要从事的。
It's pretty daunting to realize that i'll never play a competitive league of
legends match ever again, but i just have to look at it positively, starting
another chapter in the story that's my life.
去承认我将不再进行英雄联盟的比赛是让人沮丧的,但我需要正面积极的面对,去开始
另一段我人生故事的篇章。
There's a lot of people I owe gratitude to for supporting me along the way,
i'm truely grateful for your help/advice/comeradery. I'd make a list but
there's too many. You know who you are.
我需要感谢很多支持我这段路的人们,我真诚的感谢你们的帮助/建议/(同袍情谊?),
我很想列张表但实在太多人了,你们知道你们是的。
Last i'd like to apologize to all fans that would've wanted me to play in
this summer split & to Elements for not riding it out with them or being the
change to get the team back on track. I wish them the best of luck and hope
they make it to worlds.
Thanks for reading, krepo out.
最后我想跟所有希望我在夏季赛出战的粉丝还有Elements说声抱歉,没有办法带领他们
脱颖而出或是改变让队伍能够回到正轨。我希望他们有最好的运气并迈向世界。
感谢阅读,Kreop在此退场。
作者: teakdavid968 (BattleLOL)   2015-04-29 04:56:00
说不定下篇就是Wickd了
作者: teddygoodgoo (默)   2015-04-29 06:43:00
很成熟的发文,再见。

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