The most desirable path you can see to reach a way of life that you want may a
lso seem like the toughest path to follow. That's often the way life is, Leo.
The real question here is not which path to take, but what you are personally
capable of committing to. If you feel you can endure what lies ahead of you on
that more desirable path, then there shouldn't be any doubt about taking on t
he challenge. You are completely capable of doing this. Remind yourself of tha
t as needed.