Actually, my feelings need some way out, but it seems that there is no any pla
ce and person to express my mood and thoughts. I love you, but it's a secret t
hat can not be known by you. I don't want to cause bother to you. Like you've
said, we are the best friend. I keep our promise and do not exceed the line. I
t's hard to forbear my complicated and complex feelings. I need a hug more, I
need a kiss more, or just holding your hands like before. Yes, I must be under
your curse. Hate!