Wake in sweat again
Stuck in my head again
In my disgrace
Feels like I'll never leave this place
There's no escape
I hyperventilate
I'm suffocating
I don't know what to take
Looking for help somehow, somewhere
no one cares
I've given up?
好像又没有真的放弃吧
心底好像还有一块小小的叛逆
小小的执著 小小的倔强 气若游丝的不服输
Take this all away
I'm suffocating
I'm my own worst enemy
Just like before
撑着我一瘸一拐走过来的
小小的骄傲 小小的勇气 苟延残喘的不服输
Paranoia's all I got left
I cannot take this anymore
I need a little room to breathe
Wish I could find a way to disappear
Crawling in my skin
I've felt this way before, so insecure
逐渐变成马车的忒修斯之船
还是忒修斯之船吗
那又是在哪个时间点才不是忒修斯之船呢
Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams
give in to sad thoughts that are maddening
Do I sit here and try to stand it
or do I try to catch them red-handed
Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness
or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness
If I let them go I'll be outdone
If I try to catch them I'll be outrun
想说些什么又不肯说些什么
with thoughts of failure sinking in
I'm sick of feeling
I'm suffocating
Tell me what the fuck is wrong with me