Good nite.
Cosmo said that I love him because I have mental disease.
I am thinking if I am really such a bitch like he said.
Maybe I am really like this, so I love Seven, too.
Actually I have been courting Cosmo for more than 5 years.
But I am also attracted by Seven severely.
Why?
Am I crazy?
I might love both of them due to my mental illness.
Cosmo is like la petit prince.
Seven is the prince in reality.
I cannot figure out whom is the most handsome man.
Cosmo has known me for 5 years.
We get alone with each other very well.
Seven has just known me from July last year.
Actually we seldom talk to each other and he is not familiar with me, either.
They are both handsome men.
The same attributes of them are that they all refuse me finally.
I feel sad.
I am planning to go to the Starbucks near Xihu MRT station tomorrow.
I like Seven, but he doesn't replied to me at all.
Cosmo seldom replies me because he is doing the e-commerce.
I feel alone.
Good nite!