When I first met these people, I was asked the question:
Do you want to choose go to dead or become crazy?
I replied: I wanna die!
That's the root cause of the current circumstance of mine.
Maybe I have no loner lived in the world.
I am a dead woman.
So my world is different than others.
I cannot be happy forever.
I don't know whom I can blame?
Sometimes, I want to commit suicide.
I am just a coward so that I don't dare to jump from the tall floor.
Maybe I am dead so that I couldn't have happiness.
Sigh...
Have a nice weekend!