I'm trying to open my mind , something gets so weird, honestly I always know h
ow weird is the feeling. Someone who has persued on me for a long time , and
I always know , the main problem is that something isn't allowed to go into my
life and I couldn't announce any feeling of mine even though I had been falli
ng love with him. I must have a fake face behind the true feeling.
I feel bad. how can I do ？