At times I'm monitored by a group of people about my position and
the encoutered aquiantances including friends, strangers, streeters.
It's not until recent days that I am a little aware of the difficult
time from my exist.
I'm a little scared.
Ever car-accidented I am afraid of disobedience which may result in
punishment or blame.
Now my face is a little paralyzed when chewing or talking due to the accident.
May I have such grace to know where my direction is?