i am not in a good mood.
the reason i didn't want to go to collage is because i want to do whatever i want to do.
so that i will feel happier.
only with financial independent ,one can have a independent personalty
i hate doing things people ask me to do.
and now almost nothing can make me feel fun.
i hate it!!!!!
i wondered where i am and feel miserable and terrible! (Yelling)

If you are a boy, just quit your school and go to thearmy service right now. After a year of training, youcan distinguish whether you are the type of person whowant to study and think or the one who can endureroutine, not challenging jobs.The experince in army service really helps me a lot.I found myself is not like what I think I am.Even I amlazy, I still like to think and solve some intellectualproblems rather than labor-comsuming tasks.you will feel like you were an ant that nobody care whatyou have done.

Unfortunately, I'm not.But still thanks for your advice.

girls can still serve the military serviceXD

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Girls can do the same. I mean quit school. And starttrying to get what you want and to do what you wannado. Being financial independent maybe? You will getclearer picture of what you really want and what youNEED in the process. Don't be afraid traveling theroad less traveled. Happiness is the key to life,remember? Only you need to discuss with your parents,especially if you are under 20 cause an approved oflegal representative is required.

don't serve in the army, it's a bullshit unityou become either an idiot or a slave in the armyor worse, an idiotic slave