cant stop thinking about it
so i had to keep convincing myself
that its fake, its manufactured, its just mirage
but i just cant seem to shake it off
even though its been so long, longer than i expected
cant help but look for any possible traces to let me get to know the person you were trying to hide
why cant you just be a normal person?
sometimes that night popped into my head, and i just cant believe that was the same person who went all out to hurt me
everything changed in a blink of an eye, and it makes me so sad
what you dont know is, i actually knew you, and i still decided to go for it
but as usual, i ended up clobbered
thats always the case, cause i was never the one worth fighting for
it will pass right? tell me it will
CAUSE ITS NOT REAL
3/2
omg you were such a JERK
a fucking douche bag who didnt give a shit about other people’s feelings
you never cared, so why would i?
feel so dumb that im still wasting all this time on you
time to cut you out of my life
cause you are just a horrible person, and i dont need that in my life
there will never be a “maybe”
GET THE FUCK OUT