白龙如是说。
不要回头。
再怎么回头，都回不了美丽的过去的，
也只能错过现在而已。
现在就算不如过往绮丽与闪闪发亮，
至少是现在的自己唯一能拥有的。
Let her go
https://youtu.be/sV1I4X7nKxk
Well, you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go
Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missing home
Only know you love her when you let her go
And you let her go
Staring at the bottom of your glass
Hoping one day you'll make a dream last
But dreams come slow, and they go so fast
You see her when you close your eyes
Maybe one day, you'll understand why
Everything you touch surely dies
But you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go
Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missing home
Only know you love her when you let her go
Staring at the ceiling in the dark
Same old empty feeling in your heart
'Cause love comes slow, and it goes so fast
Well, you see her when you fall asleep
But never to touch and never to keep
'Cause you loved her too much, and you dived too deep
Well, you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go
Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missing home
Only know you love her when you let her go
And you let her go
Oh, oh, mm, oh
And you let her go
Oh, oh, uh, uh
Well, you let her go
'Cause you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go
Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missing home
Only know you love her when you let her go
'Cause you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go
Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missing home
Only know you love her when you let her go
And you let her go
其实，我当年也知道自己幸福。
只是每个闪闪发光的时期，也都有它的阴影。
不，其实天堂年是包夹在两个地狱年期间的。
山与谷，有过这么一本书。
现在只能算是台地吧。
那么或许比较平凡的当下，也有它专属的光明。
譬如可爱贴心的少年少女，
还有默默护着自己的同事，
以及在特定时空交错出的因缘。
只是一直没能真正敞开地活在当下，
因为一直以随时要滚蛋的过客鲁蛇自居。
不论谁对我再好，我都知道，我不属于这里。
就像租赁来的房间，这也是从别人手里借来的契约工作，
我们没有相属，你对我没有承诺，我对你没有交付。
或许就是因为这样，
我现在特别迷恋深刻相属的故事吧？！
你是想要我且只要我的，而我是你的且只属于你的，
用灵魂在承诺。
今天反刍了太多过去，最幸福的与最混乱的，
sentimental kills，我沉浸在故事里了。
就算那曾经是自己的当下，
现在也只是别人的过去而已。
在当下的十字路口，有的只有
此时、此地。
错过了，所以想念。
但想念了，会错过更多。
无论是再爱，再恨，再眷恋，再惆怅，
都回不去了。
那里，那些，都像是上一辈子，
同一个灵魂但另一个躯壳的人的故事了。
她是我？我是她？
我知道是如此，但灵魂却像是感觉到断连了。