The rules of our relationship is the following sentences:
The first rule of it is: you do not talk about Us.
The second rule of it is: you DO NOT talk about Us!
I can't act like I have a boyfriend outside there.
I have to pretend I don't care about those girls who have a crush on him.
I can't say that's break up because I afraid losing other friends(actually we are not that close but I still don't want to lose them).
I don't know if the grammars are right or wrong.
I know nothing. Nothing!
Maybe she is right, I deserve better one.
Or maybe, he is all my fault.