Its really shame that I found out myself still
fxcking being so hatred.
It fucked up when I still remember those times.
就算
我说 就算断尾求生超过五个月
我说 就算事情已经发生超过一年
it still bother me all the time.
oh, God
到底要如何才能摆脱这一切
I try really hard to get away from it.
But it seems to be worse no matter how hard I tried.
When those memeories accompany by those past things
such a movie, a song or even a nick name
will cause me into that depressed.
Its really sad to me.
Wish its just a another nightmare.