I told myself not to let this kind of things happen to me again.
Last time when you did, I cried, and I didn't tell you why because I knew it
was my problem. I don't feel safe and I'm afraid of lost. It's not about you,
and I can't just blame on you.
He used this kind of excuse to cover what he had done to me. I knew, and I
always knew, my heart was broken once and I spent a lot of time to get
recoverd. Trust me, it's not easy, and I just can't let this kind of things
happen to me again, I'd rather be alone and don't need to think or worry about
you.
I'll just be quiet and keep myself away. Away from you and everything related
to you. I'll be somewhere safe and quiet, so both of us could be happy and
back to the normal life.