Even if you have been achieving success in increments, you are making
progress, Moonchild. It may seem as though your efforts over a long period
of time haven't yielded many results, but that is not a measure of your
effort. If you keep putting good out into the world, the universe will
eventually pull it all together for you. Even though these days may be harder
because there is no tangible proof of your work, your day is coming - and in
a big way.