At some point recently, Moonchild, you made a decision based on the
limited information you had at the time. Perhaps things did not go as
you hoped they would, and now you may be second-guessing your choice. But
don't be hard on yourself. You did the best you could with the knowledge
you had. Even though you may have adjusted to the impact of this decision,
it is not too late to learn and to change things. New information will be
coming your way soon. Be on the alert for it.