Be calm. Find your inner happy place. You may not want to hear this today,
Moonchild, because it may sound like chastisement. It is anything but that.
You are on a noble mission. You have an important cause to follow through on.
You may not realize just how pent-up and restless you are inside. Even if your
anxiety doesn't show on the outside, and even if you are maintaining your
usual aura of dignity, you do have to deal with the angst you are feeling.
Meditate or do whatever works for you, but deal with it. You will be that
much stronger and successful for it.