You may be afraid of learning the truth about something that is
quite overwhelming to you, Moonchild. You may have put off doing
whatever you have to do to deal with this issue for a while, but
it's starting to nag at you and cause you restlessness and anxiety.
You aren't doing such a great job ignoring what you're worried
about, so the only thing left to do is to face it and address it.
Your fear has taken on a life of its own, and facing it will show
you that there really is nothing to fear. The truth will set you
free.